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My Extremely Square ass is writing a scene where a character does LSD, and they (AMAB NB) hallucinate seeing and fusing with a female version of themself- for the rest of the trip, their proprioception/body map is altered so that they feel as though they have a more "female" body shape (eg, breasts, wider hips).

My question is in the title- is fucking with the body's proprioception/body map/sense of touch in this way something LSD can do? Also, the contents of the trip are kind of plot-relevant, so if LSD can't actually do this, are there any hallucinogens that can (and that people take recreationally/Actually Enjoy Tripping On)?

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Context for this wee scene - shift handover between bodyguards, 1st speaker has drugged their boss because his gambling was out of control. Can't find the right search string to get around medical advice on mild sleeping pill sedatives etc, but I think diazepam probably isn't strong enough? Or maybe it is, or maybe only if enough is administered it would cause other problems. Not that anyone is particularly worried about an overdose but the scene is rather early in the novel for that to happen.

“You’re in for a rough day once he wakes up.”
“How bad did he lose?”
“I spiked his drink at 750,000 bhat.”
Pod shakes his head.
“We could just not let him wake up. Keep feeding him diazepam until we’re ready to deal with him again.”
“Is that what you gave him?”
“Rohypnol first, and GHB to mess with his memory. Diazepam cause we got home at 4 and I wanted the rest of the night off.”

derry

It's so funny how much faster hockey is than soccer (football)! Which is the only other team sport I've paid any prolonged attention to. The IIHF World Championship is happening right now in Switzerland & I've been watching a number of games. I have literally seen 3 goals happen within 3 minutes. One moment everyone is busy at one end of the rink, then suddenly there's a pile-up in the other half. Fun!

Germany started out playing really badly, especially against Switzerland on Monday, which ended 6:1. First period was super snappy and tight, then they fell apart. Then against the USA, of all teams, they did great (3:2 after 2nd period, but they lost in the end, by way of an apparently disputed US goal?). What the heck. According to various people who know more about hockey than me, they could still make it to the quarterfinals, but would have to win every game from now on.

I like that the referees are wearing GoPros and you can hear them sometimes. One time during Germany vs USA, people were starting to fight, and a ref skated towards them, shouting, "Hey! No!"-- in the exact way you would talk to a pet that's eating something they shouldn't. It was really funny!

I've been watching out for Situations that I might put the Heated Rivalry boys into, but nothing has really happened along those lines yet. Outside of fanfic, it turns out terrible injuries or big fights don't happen during every game. Who knew. xD

My period started on Wednesday, so I've been a bit under the weather. Summer is also rolling in, it'll be in the high 20s/low 30s for a week or so (80-90F). I'm excited!

Current Mood: cheerful

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Heya ! God it's been a WHILE since I've posted here LOL ! But I've been thinking on something I haven't gotten a straight answer for :

I have an OC , and a part of their backstory involves pretty much being locked inside their house for 4 years at 17 by their dad at an attempt to keep them away from publicity after their mother killed someone .

To be more specific on their conditions :

- They're not allowed outside unless it's absolutely necessary (example , to see a doctor)

- They have one specific friend who is allowed to come over at any time , and they do message on social media via an anonymous account.

- They do home schooling , to explain education stuff .

They finally move out and go outside more when they're 22 , aka 5 years later .

I know that a (likely permanent) damaged immune system would be one of the negative effects due to lack of vitamin D and exercise , but what else could be a side effect , physically , socially AND mentally ? And how could it be for them when actually going outside for the first time again ? I haven't gotten lots of resources for it ..

Edit : Ok so I learned I'm likely wrong on the immune system , but theres lots of traits I considered that I never considered could've been caused by this trauma ..

Also ! It's worth noting that the character would overall lack motivation to do . Anything for that matter , so exercising is kinda off the table and they lack a lot of basic self-care .

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Does anyone work on the Open Doors project at AO3? Or know someone who does? I am trying to do something similar on Ad Astra, and need some advice from someone who knows the OTW archive software better.

Specifically, there are a couple of people who had accounts and fic on the old Ad Astra archive who are now dead, and we would like to make sure that their works are preserved by transferring them to the new archive. We would like them all to have the same format that unclaimed works imported by Open Doors have on AO3--"by name [archived by archivist]". We have successfully achieved that with shorter works, but I'm trying to import a fic with 363 chapters and half a million words. It cannot be imported; the archive times out. I thought that if I imported the first chapter and then uploaded the rest of the chapters manually, it would work, but trying to import only the first chapter timed out the archive as well. Then I thought about importing another work that would import, changing the title and chapter text to the one I wanted, and then manually adding further chapters. But it's listing it as just "Archivists" in the author space, without the name of the original author.

Help!

ETA: figured it out myself!

Never mind, I figured it out myself!

The issue is that when you are uploading a fic for someone else, you are required to put their email in the box so they are contactable. This person is dead and I have no idea what their email address was when they were alive, so I put in the archivists' email. So the system decided that it was just by Archivists despite having the name of someone else and having the box checked that it was someone else's fic that archivists was posting.

I made up an email to put in instead, and it posted as "by name [archived by archivist]" just as it should.

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This is genuinely a little detail.
Context: Character is stranded outside her home base and uses a walkie talkie to make contact and ask for pickup.

How do you describe actually engaging the walkie talkie? "clicked the button" is way lame. "Key" seems to specifically describe hitting the button but not talking, to "send" static (I think?), like to silently say "I'm here". (this could be massively wrong and just the misguided interpretation of the one website where I saw it described that way.)

I feel like there must be an appropriate word/phrase, but I struck out trying to find it myself. Someone elsewhere suggested checking HAM radio sites - I'm about to do that, but thought I'd throw this in here and see if I got the usual super-helpful feedback.

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I've got blueberry muffins in the oven right now! A very summery recipe, even though it's quite cold and rainy this week. One of the last gasps of winter before the weather gets steadily and reliably warmer! This will be my first full summer on the top floor of this A/C-less house. I'm a little worried about the heat.

Life has been chaotic lately. I found out that my SNRI dose was too high, and I am overall doing better on the lower dose, but my energy/motivation problems have gotten a little worse again. That might be due to the fact that things are still not really moving, re: my life plan for the next years, because of bureaucracy, and I am tiiired. I hate not knowing when or how stuff will happen.

The Artemis II crew has returned safely from their historic trip around the Moon!!! I'd been planning to live-blog the whole experience here, but alas. It's been a long time since I've been this hyped for a news-worthy thing, and from what others around the world are saying, I'm far from the only one. <3

Related: My roommate and I watched Project Hail Mary 2 days ago and I'm still in shock about how fantastic it was. What a marvelous adaptation, ode to the best of humanity, source of hope and delight, etc. etc.! My goodness. I cried multiple times in the theater.

I have finished my very first hand-knitted sweater!!1one I've been knitting since 2017 and it took me this long, haha, but I'm really happy with how my firstborn baby turned out. I used the Raglano pattern by Nicola Susen: ( photo )

Also still writing Heated Rivalry fanfics! I need to make a fic update post here to share all the things I've been working on. :D

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